I'm really glad to have learned of this place. I am new here and unfamiliar with how cartomacy works. I have a complicated situation with a guy I like. He is really not the same as me, we really are not close and he is really an important person, a busy one at that. He is rude sometimes arrogant to others. But one day he did something I couldn’t just allow him so I confronted him and strangely enough it made us closer. Now things are different and well he tries to be a better person now he always wants to prove to me that he is not what he seems. Things feel strange because it’s as if it’s the first time I really see him and not the front he shows to the world. My friends could see through my heart and know that we are good for each other but something is holding me back as well. And so here goes my dilemma. I fear that I am falling too fast. I am so afraid of what is happening but I don’t want to ruin what we might have by leaving or running away. Another thing is that I fear that he is hiding something (a person perhaps, gender tendencies) from me. And so I did a cartomacy reading to see what he was thinking: it is as follows your loved one is thinking about...

Good Fortune or Good Luck,

 A removal,

 A letter,

 A fair young man,

 A settlement, your wish or feasting,

 Confusion,

A dark woman (this is your card, your partner is thinking of you!),

Some place of amusement,

Sickness,

A journey                             

Can anyone help me interpret this? I am so confused that i cannot read for myself and not have my emotions overrule my intuition. As for the method, I am welcome to whatever you can give me.  Thank you for caring enough to reading my question and bearing with my pain. I feel blessed to have felt your compassion in this time and space. Blessed be - MEEKANSHI (Brown hair, medium skin, Saguittarius, black eyed)and him (black haired, brown eyed, dragon sign (chinese astrology))--