Wednesday night I was looking at pictures of  the Jackson Five and had this unexplanable feeling as my eyes focused on michael more, I cant explain this feeling,I never felt like this before. I woke up the next day with him on my mind like never before, when I heard the news about michael I was devasted I had a sick feeling in my stomach and felt like I was going to faint,I was in shock and still am even though I know that this wonderful man is gone...... somebody help me to understand this feeling that I had because I have never experienced this before, it really scared me......God Bless this man that I have loved for a long time.