I am a student of metaphysics and am undergoing a new transformation to mysticism.  I am 68, single mom of two that are sources of hurts which are tied to my growth, and I am retired but work a little to be comfortable.

I would love to be of help to others to answer questions or refer to books, etc.  

If interested post here and we can meet in a chat room.

 Karen 

Hi Karen, My name is Karen also and would enjoy talking to you if we can coordinate our time. I've had spiritual experiences (spiritual visitations, audible teachings, visions, OOB, and visits by Jesus~two times witnessed by friend and family member). Then I went through a lot of stress and the spiritual experiences diminished somewhat. Now I want to get back to that level of connection. I married my true love who had a NDE &  given a mission which is what we are about. Have had good and bad times in my life.

Your two children as sources of hurt "which are tied to growth" also provide the lesson of letting go. We are here to save ourselves and be an example only; all about free agency and not control of others or saving others. I had to let go of two of my children who believe in a dogmatic, oppressive religion (believe in polygamy, suppresion of women, masonry, etc.) so I know the hurt.

Karen

love is a strang word!  I MET THESE GUY FROM WERE I USED TO WORK AND WE BEEB TOGATHER FOR 3 YEAR AND I LOVE HI M WITH MY HURT. BUT WHEN HE WENT TO JAIL I CHET WITH 2 PEOPLE AND NEVER FOR GIVE ME. BUT HE HAS DONE IT TO 5 GIRL AND WHEN HE WENT TO JAIL HE TOLL ME THAT HE LOVE ME. AND TOLL HIM THE SAME. CAN I ASK YOU IF THAT LOVE OR LUSTY. 

love is a strang word!  I MET THESE GUY FROM WERE I USED TO WORK AND WE BEEB TOGATHER FOR 3 YEAR AND I LOVE HI M WITH MY HURT. BUT WHEN HE WENT TO JAIL I CHET WITH 2 PEOPLE AND NEVER FOR GIVE ME. BUT HE HAS DONE IT TO 5 GIRL AND WHEN HE WENT TO JAIL HE TOLL ME THAT HE LOVE ME. AND TOLL HIM THE SAME. CAN I ASK YOU IF THAT LOVE OR LUSTY.