Unexplained Mysteries

GJOUB

ctabitha57 — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 12:26:27 GMT

Does anyone use the help of the Great GJOUB

we are gifted not crazy

twyla — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 20:44:21 GMT

my name is twyla and i am partially writing in reply to carmen dances with pugs, first off you are soo not crazy, second off, no you don't want to be able to see actual appritions they can at times be very frightning!! what you are able to see is extraordonary, don't push it!! lol embrace your very strong and powerful gifts!! my gifts are clairvoynce, discernment, and i can help spirits (ghosts) cross over. i have been trying to start my own business paranormal investigations of SWLA and everytime the subject gets brought up, i am constantly told im silly, crazy, or just not believed, unless you have gifts like we do people don't understand we can't help it, we can't turn it off it's a part of us just like an appendage. they don't understand the need to use our gifts, it's a deep seeded need, that will not go away until we put our gifts to use!! keep your heads up my fellow psychics, clairvoyants, mediums, etc. we need each other !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seeing Things...

dances-with-pug — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 02:37:59 GMT

So ever since I was eleven, I had been seeing this strange, fuzzy, clear energy that simply distorted the air around all people, objects and spirits. Some people reffer to these as the 'orbs' of the spirits or some other variation,Ivea pretty open communication line with the spirits too. I've also haveintuition that hasn't failed yet, like when the phone rings I will know a few seconds before it actually does and who it is calling. In addition, if I look at someone's palm, and touch their lines, I can get the story of almost their complete life. I was just wondering if anyone can tell me why this happens, and what it is all called. Also, if you have any tips on getting to see the spirits physically instead of just the energies that would be awsome. I'm beginning to think that I'm just crazy or schizophranic...

Real wishes THE POWER OF 8!!!!!!

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cant explain

ICY — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 15:44:13 GMT

Wednesday night I was looking at pictures of the Jackson Five and had this unexplanable feeling as my eyes focused on michael more, I cant explain this feeling,I never felt like this before. I woke up the next day with him on my mind like never before, when I heard the news about michael I was devasted I had a sick feeling in my stomach and felt like I was going to faint,I was in shock and still am even though I know that this wonderful man is gone...... somebody help me to understand this feeling that I had because I have never experienced this before, it really scared me......God Bless this man that I have loved for a long time.

Animal messengers and omens

winterwolf1965 — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 19:01:03 GMT

Sightings of wolves, especially grey wolves, are very rare where I live (Northeastern Oklahoma). However, as I was driving on a country road not long ago and as I came over a rise, I had to slow down and stop. Standing in the middle of the road was a young and very rare grey wolf. He did not seem to be frightened or intimidated by my car and did not move when I beeped my horn. He just stood there and looked at me with those incredibly intelligent eyes for about 30 seconds. Then he kind of moved his chin up a little as if to say, Thanks for your time, and went on his way. I got the distinct feeling he was there to tell me something or warn me. I also sent a prayer of apology to the Wolf Spirit for my lack of respect in beeping my horn at him, to be on the safe side. Does anyone know what he may have been trying to tell me?

Orbs in photos

gertie — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 19:46:37 GMT

I have heard of orbs in photos before, have seen them on the internet, and have had my own photos have them before, but usually they are just white circles which could likely be dust. But this past Christmas Day, we took photos of our family with a digital camera and my sis printed them off. Immediately we saw a blue orb on the centre of Mom's chest, so I got a magnifying glass and there is a very visible face in it. Then I looked at the others, viewed them on the computer so I could zoom in, and found a 2nd photo with a much smaller orb on her hand that has an elderly man's face in it, but doesn't look like our deceased father. There are other orbs in those pictures as well, but just white ones, the ones with faces have blue rings around them. Anyway I am very amazed because the faces are relatively clear. They are definitely around my mother even though there are 3 -4 of us in the photo. My sister's camera had a setting that made the pictures very large and I am wondering if that is why the faces are so noticeable. Anyone ever actually see faces in orbs before? Also wondering if it means anything that they are on and around Mom.Thnaks for any comments.

Black cats-am i cursed???

kekenii — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 21:34:46 GMT

for the last seven years, black cats have being appearing around me just before incidents happen, i get very scared each time wondering what will happen next, a black cat appeared last night next to my car,(another two days before) and earlier my son broke his leg while playing rugby with his friends, am i cursed? every time i see a black cat i always think back to my childhood of when i harmed cats and if this is connected in some way, but wouldnt the cats know i was only 7 or 8 years of age with out understanding? can any one help me understand what is going on?

Meaning of transparent figure in photo

Ingrid — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 05:36:49 GMT

In just reading a post inquiry on the possible meaning of orbs in pictures, I immediately remembered

a few pictures taken of a family member where he looked invisible (transparent) except for a fine

outline of this person. I stood next to him on a shot to see if it was the camera. It wasn't the

camera, or the surroundings. I was in the picture very clearly and he was an outline next to me

and you can see through him the room and it's contents as if he wasn't there.

Does anyone have any idea of what this could mean, or be?

Thank-you.

i need help

crystalskies1 — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 08:14:42 GMT

OK LATELY I HAVE THIS REACCURING DREAM THAT ON ONE OF MY BIRTHDAYS I AM GOIN TO BE ASK TO MARRY THIS GUY. OK THE THING IS I CANT SEE HIM I CANT SEE ANYTHING ABOUT HIM. THE ONLY THING I KNOW IS THAT THIS DREAM IS ALWAYS COMIN ON MY BIRTHDAY AND ANOTHER THING I HAVE DREAMS ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOIN TO TELL ME OR WHAT WILL HAPPEN MAYBE THE NEXT DAY A WEEK OR A MONTH FROM THEN AND ITS WEIRD BECAUSE TEY ALWAYS COME TRUE WHAT SHOULD I DO

take a good look

barbara — Mon, 26 May 2008 00:50:34 GMT

look at my only photo and tell me do you see what i see?

tsunami can somebody xplain this for me?????please

tashie — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 08:00:51 GMT

since I was about 8 i now and then have dreams bout tsunami's

there kinda scary my first one was when i was 8 and i was in a swimming pool

and the sky got real dark and my surroundings were rough and the water in the pool starting swelling..

ive had one or 2 since then...

untill recently i had one it was kinda like in the movie I was running

holding my son's hand tryna get to higher ground as these huge waves were coming

all of a sudden we were higher ground

there was a huge mess of distruction around us bout we were above it all

we were safe but what a mess?????????????

these dreams are scary cos it feels like im really there and its really happening

Can anyone help me?

marsha — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 03:05:20 GMT

I had a vision a few years back and I still don't know what it means. I will share it with you and if you have had a similar experience or even if you can explain what it means to me I would be ever so grateful.

One morning while riding to work I stopped at the stop sign and I swear the sky opened up and I saw a face in the clouds. I swear I think it was the face of God. It was elderly and had golden hair and a golden beard and a great beam of light behind him. He glanced at me and I couldn't tell from his expression if I was/wasn't suppose to see him. Then in a second he pulled the sky up over his face. It was if he tore a hole in the sky to watch and then when he realized I could see him, he pulled the sky back over his face. I don't know what it means or why I saw it, but I would really like to know. Anyone who can help me or who has had similar experiences please let me know. It was great but puzzling, because I don't know what it is suppose to mean?

This is wierd...

Tim_Flack — Sat, 12 Jul 2008 07:55:06 GMT

So me and a friend were driving around at about midnightish tonight, and we saw the moon a night past its halfway point, waxing moon. The moon was fairly big in the sky, and above the horizon and treeline (we live in a vally area, so the horizon is flat).

We lost sight of the moon, as we were driving away from it, and when we had it back in our sights, the moon turned blood (darkish) red in that time, and began to sink back below the horizon. within 10-15 minutes, it dipped back below the horizon, and we lost sight of it.

So, even if it means nothing at all, what are your opinions on this, based on your knowledge of this kind of thing (could be completely superstition, but I figured it would be good to know what its supposed to mean, superstition aside).

Moon rises above the horizon, turns blood(darkish)-red, and then dips below the horizon again.

Any scientific viewpoint on this matter would be awesome as well... ive never seen a moon rise above the horizon as its supposed to at night, and then dip back below the horizon again... let alone see it turn blood(darkish) red at the same time, if ive ever seen it do that ever (could be the haze, its around Vancouver so its an explanation as to how it turned red).

Any comments would be appreciated. :)

Puppies

Diane — Sun, 18 May 2008 17:27:41 GMT

Last week I dreamed I ended up with a room full of the cutest beagle puppies I don't remember what happened to the mother. Later in the dream I realized I had not been taking care of them they were hungry and the room they were in was a mess.

Last night I dreamed I was showing someone around the house and opened up a door and there were the puppies in terrible shape. Some were dead, they were crying and starving. I even stepped on one and killed it when I walked in the room.

Any ideas out there?

Dreaming about the same person

Mila — Sun, 18 May 2008 18:27:36 GMT

HiI am a new member here and would like to clear my doubts about the dreams i generally have. I am really surprised reading about other peoples dream when they say that they saw some symbols like a baby carrier or a waterfall in their dream. But for me i dont remember not even a single dream which had some symbols in it. My dreams always consisted of real people around me The only unusual thing i have seen with my dream is the charecter change. For instance if in the first part of my dream i saw that i am going to a movie with my friend Katie the dream will be continious, but i will be sitting and watching the movie with my friend Christine. What ever dreams that i see will have a change in person or place and most of them next day morning i only remember a little bit. But lately i guess for the last 1 year or so i am dreaming about a certain person Of course this is some one whom i felt connected to and whom i wish to have a relationship with, but unfortunately he is married to someone else. In my first dream i saw he kissing me. In the second one i was simply sitting with him but i was romatically happy. In my third dream he revealed his trust upon me by asking me to keep one of his highly valued possessions in my hand. In the next dream i again saw he hugging me and recent one i saw is that he holding my hands. Also many times i feel that his spirit is talking to me. Now there is onething that i can guarentee that is he definitley likes me , which he had proven through many of his actions. Does anyone see any messages in these dreams or are they only bringing out what is in my subconscious mind. aPlease guide me

dreams

mary — Fri, 11 Apr 2008 23:34:07 GMT

what does it mean when you dream of a two-headed snake. Am I in for bad luck or what?

A dream I had - Sent a man flying out the door who had harrassed me

Beauty99 — Sun, 04 May 2008 05:18:19 GMT

You see, I confronted someone in my dream, this man harrassed me two years ago and he was in a position of authority he abused. Anywaz, I saw this man standing in the kitchen entrance of our old house so I said "Harrass me now?" This man did not talk to me as he was standing talking to this other guy. I went up to this guy that had harrassed me and sent him flying out the door and he never got up at all when my dream changed. I know a door represents a passage.

UNEXPLAINED

Robin — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 16:40:52 GMT

I DON'T KNOW IF THIS MEANS ANYTHING OR NOT BUT I FELL ASLEEP AND MY HUSBAND FELL ASLEEP ON THE COUCH I WAS IN THE BEDROOM WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT I HEARD VOICES BU THE WAS SOUND ASLEEP AND THERE WAS NOONE THERE. IT JUST KEPT SAYING THIS IS YOUR SIGN AND HIS NAME . WHAT DO YOU THINK THAT MEANT

Strange happenings

Tim_Flack — Fri, 11 May 2007 04:39:00 GMT

there Have been very few people I have told about the following things that have happened to me, mostly because I happen to live in a very cristian community ( I myself am NOT cristian, but Wiccan), and talk of such things would be detrimental to my very being.

Firstly, the biggest thing, and possibly, at the time, the most frightening thing to ever happen to me. Let me explain. After waking up after a long night with friends, and a couple drinks, (Just a few mind you) I decided to go for a walk with my friend. It was about 10 in the morning, and on our way back from our destination, I began to feel... wierd; Light headed, distant, dazed, words along those lines would describe the feeling well. My companion continued to walk with me, I informed him of my present state and told him I should head back home, as I wasnt shure I was going to be able to stay on my feet much longer. He dismissed it as something that would pass soon, but I insisted I had to go home. He stopped along our route to talk to to someone he knew, but I was in no condition to stay, so I continued on by myself. I remember a kind of "Zoning out" feeling, like people get when someone is on a long boring rant, although I was far from bored. I remember my thoughts becoming unfocused, I could not think clearly, and my "Daze" soon turned to dizziness. Soon, when I thought I might have to sit down right in the middle of the sidewalk, My entire Right-eye-vision stopped working (Imagine covering up your right eye, but keeping your left wide open), and was replaced by a picture of a man walking hand in hand with a little boy. They were turned facing away from me, so I couldnt see faces, but The only color I vividly remember was Red, the shirt the boy was wearing. The flashed on and off for about 5 minutes until finally stopping, leaving me extremely drained of energy, and scared half to death because of its suddenness, and my sudden loss of most basic motor functions.This picture was overlapping my normal world veiw, and I was able to walk/stumble home. I soon returned to a normal, although pretty tired state when I returned home. I have told 3 people this, none of wich could help me identify what had happened, although they offered a few Ideas.

Secondly, My ability to fight. I am a person that generally does NOT like fighting, and try to avoid conflict as much as possible, so much so in fact, that I have probably been in about 2 actual fist fights in my 20 year life. Now, both of these times, I have gone from the No-Knowledge/Experience Fighter, To winning against a fairly seasoned, and very much bigger than me fighter. Both of these times my mind automatically cleared, and it was like this "Instinct" took over, like someone else was fighting, although I was very much able to control what was going on. The second is not necissarily a huge issue for me to solve, as I beleive this is because of past incarnations that have learned these things (I am very attracted to the ART of war, and have ALWAYS been proficient in tactics and stretegy of all kinds), and these abilities break through most intensly when i need them most.

If anyone can offer insight on these things, please, I would like to hear other peoples ideas (I find this the best way of looking at things from other veiws). There are many other things that have happened to me, but It would take way too much time to write them out, and most I have figured out on my own, but these are the two, or rather the first one is, biggest things.

Bones in the yard...spirit in the house...off my rocker?

neta — Mon, 05 Nov 2007 05:10:41 GMT

Where to start? Hmmm.....I'll start with the pieces of the puzzle as they came to me.

Recently I bought a piece of property with two houses on it. One house was built in the late 1700's, the other around 1910. I live in the one from 1910 it's built behind the older one. It's built into a cliff wall over looking a river, so not many people go down there. A few months later, a friend of mine suggested I go have a reading from a local pychic. During the reading the woman said I had three resident spirits in my home. One was a woman who was murdered, her name was Eleanor. I was told that Eleanor liked me and often followed me around, and that she particularly enjoyed it when I bake bread. I found the information charming and would often jokingly "talk" to Eleanor while baking.

Next, I was having the supports to the balcony replaced, and the guys doing the work called me down to look at bones they discovered while digging around down there. I was shocked & had them set them aside. My boyfriend convinced me to wait before calling anyone. (Although, my mother is a nurse and said they looked human, but very old.)

Next puzzle piece. My daughter was watching a show on Gettysburg and expressed an interest in visiting. So later that night after making reservations, we were on our way! We went into a little mystic shop and she wanted a set of dowling rods. (Came to find out later that my great grandfather had a side business in finding wells for people...is that relevant?)

I picked up the rods one night after our trip and they started spinning like crazy, read the directions and started asking questions. I can't explain in vivid enough detail how strong and fast the answers came. Like some responses would be quick crossing three times...I could almost hear,"Yes! Yes! Yes!" So through trial and error and yes and no questions, it seems the bones are hers and she wants them buried in hallowed ground. The problem? My boyfriend whom I bought the house with keeps putting me off, saying its not the right time. So, I'm dozing in the tub one day and I hear what sounds like a record slowed down.... I don't understand what I'm hearing but, I heard it twice. Later it just pops into my mind what I heard, like it was suddenly sped up. I heard, "You promised!"

So, am I off my rocker or what?

Existentialism?

alliadams — Sun, 06 Jan 2008 20:39:05 GMT

I've just read the Golden Compass series (please don't hate me if the book isn't for you) and the ideas & theories in the book (Dust, parallel universes) intrigues me. According to the book, methods of acquiring the truth - such as the I-Ching, alethiometer - are controlled by said Dust, or Dark Matter, as Astronomers & Scientists call it here.

What sort of power do you think is controlling the divining tools, and when did the power come to be? OR how.

unexplained visitor who is playing pool

ladyredd66 — Fri, 28 Dec 2007 00:39:41 GMT

I work in a new building its not even 4yrs old yet. It was built for the sole purpose of my work, which is a youth drop in centre. When we opened we had the building blessed by a priest. And being Native, we had a traditional smudging as well. Yet over these few years there have been "visitors". Once near closing, I was getting ready to lock up and had another adult with me, when someone entered the building. Only no one did. THe door actually opened, I have an alarm on the doors that beep everytime it opens & closes, well the other adult was in the front window which is located almost directly above the main entrance door, and he said no one came to the door. Yet the door opened & you could hear footsteps running down the steps into the lower level. Not too worried I continued with my shutting down of my office area & computers, then you could hear footsteps going back and the door again opening & closing. This time I followed, and there was no one in the building aside from my male coworker, and outside, there was no sign of anyone (easy to tell as the only tracks in the snow were mine). Well My coworker was somewhat scared and left soon after, as I did the last round around the building turning off the lights. I set the alarm and exit the building. I shrugged it as just one of those encounters. Over the years they have become many, chairs moving about, lights that were shut off being turned on, And always just when there is 1 or 2 of us in the building. I gotten use to telling the "visitors" to enjoy the building just don't scare the kids who are frequently here.

So a few weeks ago, I went into work and another co-worker was giving adult upgrading classes there during the day. the minute I walked in she asked how long i was there. the look on her face told me something was amiss. And I told her I just got in. She then told me She & the adults in the class had heard someone in the lower level playing pool. As there is a pool table there. So to ease their minds i took a walk thru, and told them they must've of hit a chart or something to make the sound. Which eased their minds. That evening I had a packed building, and around closing time I had the youth all in the stairway getting their out door clothes on.. joys of winter. when Plain as day you can hear pool balls cracking on the table. and some movement. the Youth were all looking at each other & towards me, asking who is downstairs. I knowing the answer, told them something to attempt easing their minds, only it didnt work since the sound of the pool balls could be heard again. So I turned on the lower level lights and went down. and the kids were oh.,ok must of just been something else. This sound was heard by about 11-15 youth who were all in the stairway. And I was able to shoo them outside told them I had to set the alarm. As I did I turned around to tell the pool player that I dont mind them being there but NEVER DO that to my kids again. They can have free reign on the building just not to scare the youths i work with. And I set the alarm and exited the building. THe deal with this unexplained visitor who is playing pool,... Well the last 4 months I had to close the lower level of the building to the youth, because we had a mold problem (which just got fixed before xmas) and I didnt have the pool balls downstairs at the table. THey are in a box upstairs in my office. I never told the youth the difference nor my coworker, as i didn't want them to worry more than they already have.

Any suggestions or ideas of what I can do for these visitors? I am open to suggestions...

Common memories

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:04:29 GMT

Just feel inspired to share an experience with you all. Am sort of wondering if anyone else has ever had something similar happen to them.

About 8 years ago I started dating a fellow who lived out in the country. While on our way to his house. along a winding back road that ran parallel to an old canal. (In the old days the canal was made and used to transport goods from the coast / big city into the interior, harder to get to part of that state.)

That's when I saw it. An old 4 story yellow building from my childhood reoccurring nightmares. This was the place there was no question, I had to pull over I was so shook-up. I told my boyfriend that I used to have bad dreams about that building and he must have thought I was nuts.

All the particulars of these dreams were coming back to me. I recalled how they all started; they were a progression, each dream would reveal a little more of what happend in the end and what the terror was about. That's what was so strainge about these dreams....from the very first one I was terrified, yet there was nothing there to actually frighten me.

The situation was this (in the dream) - the place was a school, or some sort of an orphanage. There were kids of all school ages and as I said.. there was this awful fear, like there was somthing to really be afraid of. I kept trying to remember what it was exactly.. somthing up stairs on the top floor.

Anyway, I soon got over it. Just one of those things...until Christmas came and me and my two daughters were invited to my boyfriends house for Christmas dinner. I thought I could pass some time and tell my daughters about my childhood nightmares and this strainge compound with that odd boarded up building.

I pointed out the building, but before I could get a single word out about it, my younger daughter exclaimed "Oh my God Mom! I have dreams about this place!" The the eldest saw it and yelled basicly the same thing, only going on that they made us jump out of the window of the top floor.

That was it, with that I pulled in the driveway. The place was this lovely compound of various buildings, almost like a little village, but not, except for the 4 story yellow building. It was all delapidated and boarded up.

There was some sort of a grounds keeper to greet us, I asked what this place was, he told me a religious organization. I asked about the old building and why it was boarded up. He told us it used to be a school, but some very bad things had once gone on there so they no longer use the building. When I enquired further he knew nothing more.

I know it's possible he was having a bit of fun with me. Making up some untrue story perhaps, but when you factor in my dreams, then those of my children it is really all a bit overwhelming.

As soon as my daughters had said the part about them making us jump from the top floor it all came back to me. I remember that was what was happening in the dream. They were lineing us up and there was a lot of waiting and screaming in the back ground and I remember turning to my friend who stood behind me in this line, and the room they made us jump from, it was horrible and frightening. I remember hitting the ground too and my body feeling all twisted up for only a few moments...then nothing.

I think it's possible to remember places from past lives...and people too, but what are the chances/ reasons we incarnate in groups as it appears I have with my two daughters?

When my son was born, as a young little boy of maybe 4 years old he said to me "I came here to help you" which seemed to just seal this whole idea down for me.

I would love to hear from others. I'd like to think this is not all that unusual.

This is my story...any advice?

Jason — Mon, 08 Oct 2007 20:34:47 GMT

Its weird to catagorize events in your life as a mystery to yourself, but mine are to me. I'm not sure where to start. I've talked to friends and family about this stuff, but its hard not to sound like a skitz. Well this may be a long read, but i'll try and shorten it to the main things that i remember. Lets see, in elementary school I was fascinated with majick (sorry not sure which spelling goes with witch meaning). I always checked out this one book in elementary school. It had a lot of spells init for things like money and luck and things of that nature. I didn't do any of them because I believed it would be selfish of me. It did however spark my curiosity. I wanted to see what couldn't be seen, and push myself to the limits so to speak. Yes I was very youngs and of course believed everything, but even in retrospect I can't deny some of the things that happend. First off me and my friend played this game once (ya know the king of the mountain game; even if it was a big pile of dirt) well once I was on top, I told him I would show him something. Its hard to describe the feelings inside I had at that time. But i told him I would make it rain, not just a slight rain, but a storm. After beingon top of the pile of dirt with my hands raised high and my inner voice screaming as loundly as i could it started to drizzle, and then dark coulds came and it did start to storm. My friend freaked and said it was time to go and so we went to his house to play. I don't think I've ever felt that much emotion or build up of something ever before. Although I'm not sure of my time frames, but i think sometime after that I started seeing dark figures in my room. Specifically I remember a figure of a man and a child just sitting in the corner looking at my toys. Then the man looked towards me, i freaked and put the covers over my head and went to sleep. I seem to remember seeing those dark figures a lot when i was young. After that my memory kinduv is blurry. But i'm pretty sure it was a common occurence for me to see these dark figures then freak out and go to bed. As I got older I wanted to see them more vividly. (now this didn't happen every night but just on occasion). I would stare into the darkness to see if i could see anything. The older I got the better I could see, but I couldn't stand it after it, I would freeze. Then progressing more. Through the later years of highschool and early college, I would get sleep paralysis a lot. I know it sounds stupid but it would be worse following the week of halloween. It actually seems that just the months of october and november leave me kinduv exhausted. I also found that it is also worse when I go home. I ended up drinking every night at home so I would go to sleep fast and not worry about seeing anything. It cut back the experiences 75% of the time. A couple of years ago I went home for christmas, and ended up waking at around 2 a.m. I was sleeping on the floor in my brothers room (old habbits die hard). When I looked over I saw a boy. It looked like he was about 13 or14 and was completely white. Not a bright shining light type deal but pale (even the clothes were white). He was sitting right beside me. Of course this gave me a near heart attack. The next kinduv heart wrenching thing happend a couple months later. I stared into the dark again and saw a tall dark figure. But this time it was different than when i was younger. There seemed to be a trail of red smoke. Kinduv like he had a cig but just held it down. I stared and stared at him till he moved in closer to me. after that i ran to the living room. I don't knowhow i overcame that stigmatizing feeling. I also have a bad tendency to stare into the darknes when my eyes closed. There are some nights that are so nerve racking because i see all these images but i can't make it out. Most of the time its the same image (its kinduv like a movie clip thats being replayed over and over), but it has a red haze to it. I even got to the point where i could see the people faces and body's clearly. I would say there were about 20 people in total, and about 3 or 4 stood around me. There are more things that I could add, but it seems like this has become rather long. Any advice or interpretation would be great. I also did a little tarot card reading, but with playing cards. My parents threw away the tarot cards so i had to make do. I was pretty accurate most of the time. mk